The whirlwind of emotions this journey has brought out of me is hard to put into words most of the time. I feel a deep sense of grief, anger, heartache, sadness, frustration, loneliness and resentment for all that he has been robbed of...that we have been robbed of. It isn’t what we signed up for, however it is most certainly what we have. But at the same time, I feel pride, gratefulness, strength and unconditional love. I truly believe he is one of the most perfect human beings ever created...exactly the way he is! If I could, I would change everything and nothing all at the same time.
Life is unfair but it is also beautiful. So beautiful, and you have to allow yourself to see it all, wherever that beauty lies.
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